Thank you for sharing your story.
It resonates with me and could be my life. 15 years, first love. Then he tells me he loves someone else. Gut punch.
The torture of ‘what if I’d done more/been more’ almost killed me. Now I have a lovely boyfriend who loves me just the way I am. But I still think about my ex because he was my first love and I will always love him.
We also share three frozen embryos from a failed ivf cycle. Not quite sure what to do with those!
Sometimes the pain still feels raw. Frustratingly. Anyway, thank you and I also think I might turn my ring into earrings!!