Life’s Rosie

My husband and partner has been unfaithful for a long time and it’s horrific.
“I am in the pits of hell… and I’m now raising two newborns alone.”

“My ex keeps wavering on his decision, asking to slow down the divorce…”

I’ve not had sex with anyone other than my ex for over 25 years…
She’s obviously a sociopath to be able to do this without remorse…
With no proof of my husband’s infidelities am I insanely paranoid…?
He launched my keys at my head and said “take your car and fuck off”.
I still love him…
Is it possible for a man to just forget…?
I’ve begged for a new chance to redeem myself.